Fog Before The Storm.

That sick feeling is in my stomach again   -    It always comes before a storm.
Dark and unforgiving   -   the clouds rush back that aren't so warm.
A fear. It lives in every part of me   -   I'm afraid to move too fast.
It's the thought of losing more again   -   I hate letting go of the past.
Somethings just never wash away...

little child

Running round this house

& he never leaves.

He will never leave.

& the fog comes up from the sewers

& glows in the dark

Baby alligators in the sewers grow up fast

Anything you want it can be done

How did you go bad?

Did you go bad?

Somethings will never wash away...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWucA7e-LRg

Music X: Something I Can Never Have

I still recall the taste of your tears.
< < Echoing > >  your voice just like the  [ [ ringing ] ]  in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
& I'm starting to scare myself.
You make this all go away.

I just want something....
              I just want something I can never have.

You always were the one to show me how.
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now.
This thing is slowly taking me apart.
Grey would be the color if I had a heart.
Come on tell me...

In this place it seems like such a shame.
Though it all looks different now - I know it's still the same.

Everywhere I look you're all I see.
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.

                 I Just Want Something I Can Never Have.

A Trip Down the Rabbit Hole

Everything depends on our frame of mind.

Certain realms of our mind go unlocked, unless you embark on a trip down the rabbit hole.......

http://www.cowboybooks.com.au/html/acidtrip1.html

I Wanna Take You Higher

Everything that is going on in this performance...
what it all means...
what it stands for...
its context...
its energy...
perfectly encapsulates what goes on in all muscle fibres when one hears great music. This performance vibrates the soul of whoever experiences it.
It embodies the desperation for a good feeling.