Music X: Something I Can Never Have

I still recall the taste of your tears.
< < Echoing > >  your voice just like the  [ [ ringing ] ]  in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
& I'm starting to scare myself.
You make this all go away.

I just want something....
              I just want something I can never have.

You always were the one to show me how.
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now.
This thing is slowly taking me apart.
Grey would be the color if I had a heart.
Come on tell me...

In this place it seems like such a shame.
Though it all looks different now - I know it's still the same.

Everywhere I look you're all I see.
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.

                 I Just Want Something I Can Never Have.