I have big dreams….
I just don’t know how to make them small enough to grasp.
My -- i m a g i n a t i o n -- takes up the most room in my head.
I am easily capable of imagining + good emotions + so that I can feel them in order to feel alive.
Everything else is shoved.in.a.closet. and locked away because I don’t want to stop ima g in i n g . . .
But I have the key.
I feel as though I should open the closet door and let the contents within it s p i l l o u t >>> to overcome the vast space that my imagination takes up…
But I am afraid of losing the ability to have control of my own world.
To create it how I want it to be...
Rather than just follow the same conventions that everyone else does when growing up.
I believe this is only possible with imagination.
This is something I have to do -
But first I must build up the courage to | build a wall | to create a great divide:
Of imagination as something = as equal to everything else that is in my head
but continue to keep it separate.
[Because I refuse to let imagination go]
Without it, I could not live my life.
To imagine feeling, is to feel it.
To imagine creating, is to create it.
And to have the ability to imagine life in the way you want it, is to live it in the way you want to.
This possibility creates the reality.
And without imagination, none of it would be possible.
